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The cold November frost sits like a silver
blanket covering the grass in my backyard. I
sit in my kitchen with a warm tea staring out
at the birdfeeder and the corn field that lies
beyond. It is early morning and dawn has just
broken the night sky. Day slowly starts to melt
away the cold night and the activity at the
feeder starts to pick up. I am again reminded
of the term, “the early
bird...”.
I stare out of the window as if in a
state of suspended animation admiring the
chickadees darting about, grabbing sunflower
seeds, and taking them up to the security of a
high branch to crack the shell. The Hairy
Woodpecker is back and busy pecking away at the
suet. A nuthatch has joined the foray, as has
the American Goldfinch, whose bright yellow
colors have faded away to a dull, almost
brown.
This peaceful moment seems too good to be true.
My 10 month old is now climbing up my pyjama
leg, and my 3 ½ year old is looking for new
ways to torment his little brother. The moment
is gone, and life with two little ones
literally pulls me back to reality.
It is the moments that make up the day, all
knitted together, that create the ambiance of
our existence. When I first moved to my house
in a little hamlet, and put up a bird feeder,
there was little activity. However, after a few
days the birds started to make homage to my
backyard. Now I enjoy the wonder of life
outside my window year round. I feel that I
would be missing something, perhaps a
connection with my human ties to nature, if I
did not have this interaction, this bond, with
one of the earth’s prehistoric creatures...the
bird.
I am amazed and awed by the seemingly endless
and repetitive motion of the birds. It brings
me back to my primal being, much the same way
as the mesmerizing hypnotic lure of a bonfire
under the stars. The journey of life is
challenging at the best of times. I feel the
opportunity to pause and gaze out my window at
the birds swirling around my feeder is a gift
that Mother Nature unselfishly offers, and one
that I am grateful to accept.
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